Saturday, September 12, 2009

Mired in Survival

What am I? What am I good at? What is my purpose here? Questions I imagine we all have from time to time. I am unsure if the problem is that I seem to be mired down with the struggle to survive lifes daily obstacles or that I have such an insane need to learn and achieve that I don't know where to begin.

Web design, drawing, writing (God knows I have the mouth), stained glass, languages, nursing, sign language, music. The list is endless and where does one begin when she feels so torn by the love of them all?

Recently I have figured that life and everyday survival takes the ability to take too much on at once and had to choose. Web design and graphics won out but I am sure I will pick up drawing again and will just have to write here and work on what I once treasured so much...writing for the pleasure of all. I was once good at it and the words and thoughts flowed like the mighty Mississippi. Troubled times damned the river but I am hoping to open up many dreams I have and to live and enjoy so much and learn, learn, learn!

Ok so this is the start of my renewed joy in writing, October 1st will start my new experience in web design and I know me...I will fall in love with it and run to new learning experiences and perhaps enjoy the pleasure of graphic arts for my personal pleasure.

This all, hopefully, leading this girl to find the courage to go for her LPN schooling!

You go girl!!!

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